Monday, March 16, 2009

Prayers needed

Went and test drive Honda Civic yesterday and i guess i almost set my mind to get the 2.0 Honda Civic..it's gonna cost me at least over a thousand per month to pay for my instalments. Guess i really need to work hard from now on.

Not the best start for the week as i can feel how sad princess is, eventhough i'm not sure how am i suppose to feel. I knew that it won't be easy for her to make a bold move but i really thought this time would be must easier to make up her mind, once and for all but the same thing happens again, she doesn't seems to know what to do or maybe should i say, afraid to face it? sigh..i really don't know what to do..sometimes i think, is it me giving her too much pressure?i really don't want to see her sad anymore..I know she'll need alot of courage to take the most important step but i really don't know what more can i do. I've tried my best to give her my supports but i guess that's not what she wants. I don't know whether i should concern by asking or just ignore and let her be. I tried both ways over the past few years but it didn't work out in my favor. I really don't know what more to do..pls help me GOD! YOU ARE MY ONLY SAVIOUR! show her the way GOD! give her a good guidance and courage! Thanks Lord!

To people who are reading this, this could be my most important moment for my whole life..i hope everyone is praying for me and princess..we really need supports to overcome this obstacles. I promise i won't let her down and no more sad looking princess anymore! I really don't want to see her suffer anymore. Please pray!!

-Kelvin

1 comment:

Our Futures said...

Move on people!!! overcome your fear and get what you want!!!!!