Church

Was out with my buddies yesterday night, told them that i will have to wake up today to attend bible studies and the response was expected, A HUGE LAUGH from them. Can't blame them though, i really did changed alot all of the sudden.

Went for my first class on bible studies today, i felt that it was pretty interesting and i'm determine to make it a consistent weekly event. I know alot of people out there would be delighted to find out that i've decided to trust GOD and follow GOD but i want to make this clear to everyone, i'm doing it for myself, it's because i really wish to accept HIM and worship HIM, it's not that i want to please anybody or to make anyone happy. Dear FATHER, may you guide me from now on..i have trust in you. AMEN

After the bible class, princess and I attended the sunday worship service. It was only my second time attending this worship service at FGA and i'm already being so touched and impressed with them. I even cried during the service when i saw one lady, paralysed in her wheel chair went up and gave a short speech..I think everyone was touched with what she said..Don't know why, all of the sudden i thought of my grandma who passed away many years ago..guess she must be gload that i have finally ready to accept GOD. dear grandma, i know i have not done this for long long time..i pray that you are doing well in heaven and a new eyesight for yourself. AMEN

I feel that i've changed very much recently. From a person who used to get jealous with everything and from a person who was very possessive, i've became a person who prefer to let things go and be forgiving. I can see that she is very pressured and stucked with her current situation. Last time i would have felt angry because she dragged the matter on but now i rather see her happy with what she has now. I don't want to pressure her into doing anything for me but i really want to see her come out from the dug-out and ressurrect as a brand new person. I don't want to see a sad or guilty look on her face whenever some problem arise. I rather see a plain and honest her. Dear GOD, please show her the right way and the courage, please hold on to her hand and lead her to a better life..AMEN

"Lord Jesus, I believe You died for my sins. I repent of my sins and ask for Your forgiveness. I am willing to turn from my way and follow Your way. I receive You now as my personal Saviour and Lord and invite You to manage my life from thiis day forward. Amen."

-Kelvin in tears