Helpless

I was happy to know that my best friend is coming down kl to work. Although you might be in a good relationship, or have a good career but to find a good fren is always the hardest thing. Good fren suppose to walk with you thru all ups and downs. Good fren will forever be a good fren. They will never leave us. I cant wait for the day to come though i know it is next year. Its only 7 more months to go. I can wait. Then i can go shopping, yam cha and gossip. How nice!!!

I was hapy till probably half and hour ago. I could see alcohol in him again. I almost lost my bro 3 months ago. He was an alcoholic. He couldnt stop drinking. Never consume much food, only drink. One day, i guess his body and kidney or liver couldnt take it. He was admitted to the hospital. My family and I felt the pain of seeing him suffering. He was having withdrawal symtom. I know that its cruel but i did tell my family to send my bro to a rehab centre. He might hate us but he will be a good and healthy man for the rest of his life. No agreement over the rehab centre. So he was discharge and he was struggling thru the stage of no alcohol. He went to work and things was fine. Eveyone was very happy till recently. He didnt go work and he is back to drinking again. He starts to be violent at times too. I could see the pain in both my parents. Why must he walk back to the darkness? I really dont understand and i really want my bro back.

helpless yong