Friday, May 22, 2009

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I am going to do a task that i havent done before. I am going into motherhood life and he is not even my child. Haha..dont get me wrong. He is actually my nephew. I am trying to guide him and also shower him with love as he needed most now. I am not sure whether i can do it but with the guidance of GOD, i think i will be able to do it.
I am feeling tired with the stress that i had from the market recently, and problems in the house dont seem to end. Everything just go round and round. I feel exhausted. But somehow i dont want to avoid it and i would rather face it cause i know if i dont solve it, it will eventually arise again. Haha.. i am not psycho. Experience makes a person mature and also learn to love ppl around them.
I cant remember when was the last time i really enjoy my fridays and weekends. I dont like staying at home despite all those problems and i have no mood to go work with the worries that i have on my nephew. Anyway i know that i will be able to get thru this. I really want to see everyone in my family to be happy.


Yong

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