Feeling frustrated and sad!!!

I am feeling very sad and frustrated today after lunch. Sometimes concern someone does not mean that the person will thank you and appreciate you.Instead, the person will feel that how come I knew about it and how I knew. And when I told the person, the person will try to defend herself with stupid reason and blame you for nothing.I nearly wanna burst into tears this afternoon after getting some hurting words from my cousin. I am just trying to show my concern but what do I get in the end?hurting words...I also dunno what I did wrong and deserve all this. Enough is enough. If she wants to show her "xiao jie" attitude go ahead. Continue to be childish!!

After came back from work, I cried in my room. Everytime when I think of it, I started to feel very sad.I know she is suffering now after having problem in her relationship but doesn't mean that she can just show her tantrum on me. I am also human right? Sometimes I can just try to be patient and just forgive her but this time is too much. I really dunno what to say!!!My bf did tell me that it is not worth for me to cry after what she did to me but I just can't stand it. Everytime when I am sad and frustrated over something, I will just cry. hehe...That's all I can do,to release my anger. I don't like to start a quarrel unless I really feel that it is time for me to end the friendship.

My colleagues can see I am sad and they did give me some advise me on that matter. Thanks yea hdm la la team. Luckily I didn't burst into tears in the office if not damn "paiseh."hehe...


-Jenny-