Indifferent

Feeling rather confused and upset lately..surrounding people don't seem to be happy..maybe due to the fact that i'm a libran, i tend to care about the people around me but by doing that, i find myself rather upset in the end..i wasn't born as an angel neither am i pretending to be the GOD but i really want to help..it's really heartache to see people you love suffering and at the same time, there's nothing you could do..

To make things worse, i think i myself am not strong enough to help..in the process of helping, at times we will get hurt ourselves..sometimes people just ignore you, sometimes people gives you cold shoulders and so on..worse still, if sometimes you seem to be a nuisance to someone else..that's the last thing i want to be happen on me.

Read from 1 Corinthians 16:13 --Be on your guard; stand firm in the faith; be men of courage; be strong...i really tried to achieve it..i told myself to be strong..you must learn to love yourself before being able to love someone else..i totally agree on this and i'm working towards it..and i hope it will give courage to others to achieve the same too..

Then i learned something from 1 John 4:18--"There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear.."be strong my dear..don't give up on love so easily..nothing comes easy, sacrification will definitely bear fruits one day..only if you believe in it..with LOVE and GOD


-Kelvin